OMG I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO?!?!?

So heres what happened. I was in a tent in the woods, wearing cargo pants and and a lace top (obviii) with my crush caleb and we decided to play with the Ouija board. It was going really great and the ghost was answering all of these questions. I all of a sudden felt a huge sexual desire towards the ghost. I wanted him soooo badly, but he is dead. I don't know how to break this news to my crush, as I just lost my virginity to him, like a half hour before the Ouija board. What should i do???